Northern Spy: A Journal of Literature and the Arts

Edited by students at Finger Lakes Community College

And Then I Thought to Myself

By Jasmine Anderson

It had to have been my mother who opened the side door

for the sun to creep in.

He broke curfew

the night before –

the smell of cigarettes

clinging to his shirt

a wet trail of light

sogging the house –

No no no

My mother is dead.


There's greenery in the kitchen,

she probably shopped

through the hibiscus garden

and vased its leaves.

I‘d join her next time,

when these ones wither

No no no

My mother is dead


On Wednesday I’ll be 40

time pressed more iron into my head

tomorrow I’ll call her to watch the kids

She won’t give me a hard time

No.

Your mother is dead.

About the Author:

Jasmine Anderson is a poet and playwright from The Bahamas. A National Arts Festival awardee for classical monologue dramatization, they have performed works by James Catalyn, Nicolette Bethel, and Valicia Rolle. Their poetry explores themes of femininity, family, and loss, delving into the intimate and unspoken. They serve as the president of UB Theatre and are currently pursuing a degree in English at the University of The Bahamas.